If I'm Going to Die, Kill me in The Bathtub ​“Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.” — First Law of Alchemy, Fullmetal Alchemist I’m a rational person that enjoys considering every possible way to be as close to perfect as I can. As a result, I missed out on some fun in life according to the few friends I have. An instant camera is one of the most fun tool in photography. When I holding it in my hand, I feel lost. Nothing is in my control. Even more, a voice starts to talk to me after I start to press the shutter. “Let go” I rush into the bathroom, and turn on the shower hoping the water will drive the voice away. A moment later, the voice is gone. I walk out of the bathtub, I feel released. While I’m reaching for the towel on the rack, I see something in the bathtub. Oh, it’s me. Hah hah hah hah…